Date:	2009-01-18 11:11
Subject:	good winter break
Security:	Public
Mood:	sad

my break was completely full. i did so many fun things and had such a great time. i spent just about every second with jenn, made a new goood friend, made cupcakes with oreo owls on them, made a fort/slept in it, played the drums, went to disneyland, ate lots of ice cream, made paninis, found some amazing shoes/rocker, was in a car crash(not my fault), saw kitties, started a music video, visited san jose(ate more paninis), danced too much/ridiculously, sewed some crazy animals, PLAYED SO MUCH APPLES TO APPLES, went on a ds lite hunt(came out victorious), never got to watch spirited away, played a game of soccer that ended with a painful knee, went to sports authority/ampm with my bro and helped him with fallout, tried a sonic's blast(ew), got a vacuum cleaner!, and almost crashed the beast.

Two more finals!

met mr. pickles today and went to a motorcycle fundraiser.

Date:	2008-08-12 21:38
Subject:	Strawberries
Security:	Public
Mood:	silly
Music:	olympics?

Yesterday I compared Jenn to a bag of strawberries, it was delightful.

Date:	2008-01-25 20:32
Subject:	HEY LIVEJOURNAL
Security:	Public
Mood:	drunk
Music:	jenn's modest mouse im a stalker

I havent been on here in forever. Hi. Been playing the 360. Hi, Jenn. I just got the stamps for the postcards so they should be out soon.

Date:	2007-05-23 11:52
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	sad

I am the last one in the suite. Bye, San Jose. I will miss you. HELLO, LODI.

My mom sent me a link to Sacramento State's job opportunities. I was like alright, I will make her happy and apply for a job. I applied for a job at the Dept Toxic Substances Control as a student graphic designer. Sounds like I would have been making brochures, posters and things like that. I sent in an application and they called me! I havent thought about it since I sent it out like three weeks ago. I have to call them tomorrow. That would be so amazing for a summer job! I could be making money and doing what I like to doooo! I made sure to write on my application that I took an Intro to Environmental Issues class last semester. HOW CUTE it is called the Clean Air Partnership. I like the environment and graphic design! Wish me luck! Anyway, I was sitting in the Art building here and I was thinking about how I wasnt all that alone in San Jose. There are plenty of people that don't enjoy rap or use the word 'hyphy' in normal speech(not to say that's bad because I use it too). Everyone in that building is so full of themselves but at the same time not. It is like a whole different world in there. I couldn't imagine going to an art school and it being the other way around, going into a business building and everyone is wearing sweats and stuff. I still feel alone here but I think once I take some more art classes I could make some friends with similar interests. I guess coming here made me realize not everyone knows what I am talking about when I tell them about movies or music. Just about everyone doesn't care about being cool and I should go to bed. I am just sick and tired of trying to do the right things to be accepted. I don't give a fuck any more.

I was watching Aqua Teen on tv today and I realized Master Shake and Granny, from Squidbillies, are the same voice. I guess this guy, Dana Snyder, is on The Venture Brothers and Minoriteam too. I was impressed with myself. Bought a fancy bag today.

Today I turn 19!

Back at school and it feels good. Straightened my hair and it looks decent!

I made my first model plane! I am so tired.

This morning I found myself playing cards on the train with 3 grandparents: Scott, Martha and Mark. I learned how to play spades.

I was extremely disturbed a minute ago when I found out what the lead singer from Kings of Convenience looked like.

Date:	2006-10-25 20:53
Subject:
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Mood:	good

Some days things are wonderful here. The other day I came back from classm, everyone was in one room watching Blue's Clues and singing along. It was a really nice bonding moment. Today, randomly, Rachel asked me to go swimming, totally spur of the moment. We went swimming and walked back with freezing feet.
Lost tonight.

Date:	2006-10-23 22:43
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired

Ah. I am angry with the violinist from Beirut. Apparently she doesn't know a medium from a small. Seems when I try to be nice it gets messed up.

I think I am getting a much different college experience than my friends. I am surrounded by huge black men and rap music. I know all these horrible songs and have developed a love for Justin Timberlake. Today I caught myself saying the word "chill". Things seem so much less cool here than at other colleges. I stay up until 1 in the morning every night doing nothing. Am I doomed to only have friends in the Lodi area? Feels like no one has anything in common with me. If I think they do they turn out to be terrible people I don't want anything to do with or creepy. I love my roommates to death but I can't talk to them about anything I am interested in. When I watch movies they tell me they're weird. I took one of my roommates to see Shortbus... If you've seen it, you'll know I might have made a mistake. I must look like some crazy closet lesbian, the other movie one of my roommates saw with me was Priscilla Queen of the Desert. I wish there were some cooler things going on here besides the FUCKING FIRE ALARM going off every 5 seconds. On another note, I spent like 50 dollars on groceries so I am gonna go snack.

I guess some cool things happen.. Just not what I would think was cool. Like, yesterday there was this rap off in my kitchen. Two guys were insulting each other while rapping. They said the word mozzarella.

The more Justin the sexier.

Date:	2006-10-12 18:26
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	confused

college is fucking bizarre

Date:	2006-09-30 16:50
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	sympathetic

dad's popping pills again and my mom is depressed. she says she is going to leave him when my brother goes to college.

Date:	2006-09-26 22:22
Subject:	A rambling from SJSU
Security:	Public
Mood:	lazy
Music:	what why? when

I have totally forgotten what I like to do. I am remembering all the stuff I have forgotten like watching movies, reading my books, going to the movies, listening to music, and being alone. I never get a minute to do anything but be with everyone or do homework. My roommate is out possibly getting laid and I am here alone listening to music. I don't think I have gotten to bed before 1am in weeks. I wonder if I can continue this. My roommates never seem to do homework so it is hard to find time to do my own. I have done my homework and studying and now I don't know what to do. I think everyone is watching Love and Basketball? For some reason they were obsessed with finding it. There is no time to find new music or movies. This weekend I am going shopping with my roommates for Halloween outfits. We are doing a Playboy bunny theme and I get to be the dominatrix bunny. Great, an excuse to dress like a slut. I am actually pretty excited because we are dressing up in corsets and I get to whip people. Everyone is going to wear a corset and have their own theme like ghetto bunny, cheetah bunny, and I don't remember the rest. They picked mine for me when I was out. I think I hear someone crying. I have a midterm tomorrow that I am pretty ready for. :D Nip/Tuck was pretty insane and nasty tonight. I made this awesome picture of me and my roommates.


I am in love with Desiree.

i just saw a guy in the elevator with a dragonforce shirt on.

THIS IS COLLEGE:



So I love Rachel. Yes, my roommate's name is Rachel and don't forget Rochelle. I think my roommate is moving out because I am a horrible person.

I think Jade might move in. I want to show you all my roommates. I LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH.
If you look at my myspace pictures you will see Jade naked as my default and other sexy pictures.